wait, eight more days?

so here i am typing this blog on a monday morning when i only have eight days of my junior year of college left. yes, i still have exams to follow but only eight more SCHOOL days! i can't believe it! i remember having to say goodbye to all of my friends when we were all leaving for college like it was yesterday. heck... i remember my first day of kindergarden. okay, i know that i'm not a senior but my five best friends are so i think that i have senioritis due to their lack of interest in school. what's going to be in store for me my senior year? i know where i am going to live but am i going to do well in my classes or am i going to slack off? (i would hope not too much) :) i know that i have all of my classes figured out for my next two semesters of college but what if i missed some credit hours that i have to take and i end up having to stay an extra semester? how is it going to be next year when i am a senior in my sorority? yes, now i hold a vice president position and I am on the executive council but what about when my position concludes in January? What am i going to do with myself for the whole second semester? I know that i'll still have Relay for Life stuff to work on but this is just weird to think about. what am i going to do after i graduate? will i stay in dallas or will i move? chicago? NY? who knows?! this is so intimidating to me! how often will i get to see my parents? when am i going to get married?!

ahh... i am stressing myself out. i guess that this is a good place to splurge all of my thoughts and wonders but now im freaking myself out more. i know that over the next year i am going to mature and grow even more so i feel that i am really prepared but i just need to keep my fingers crossed!